Dodo Seed

You don’t notice the exact moment it changes.

There’s no clear before and after.

It still looks the same on the outside.

The same place.

The same routine.

The same people.

Nothing obvious shifts.

But something underneath it does.

Very slightly at first.

Just enough for things to feel… different.

Not worse.

Not better.

Just not the same.

You try not to think too much about it.

Maybe it’s just a passing feeling.

Maybe it’ll go back to how it was.

So you continue as usual.

You show up the same way.

You follow the same patterns.

But the feeling doesn’t fully return.

Not in the way you remember it.

And that’s when you start to notice it more clearly.

The familiarity is still there —

but the connection feels lighter.

Looser.

Like something that once held everything together

is no longer as strong as it used to be.

It’s not something you can point to.

There’s no single reason.

No clear explanation.

Just a gradual shift

that happened while everything else stayed in place.

And at some point,

you stop expecting it to feel the same again.

Not because you don’t care —

but because you understand

that some things don’t change all at once.

They just slowly become something else.